Last night my only companion for a few hours was a tiny spider & I got exceptionally angry at a shelf. This pretty much sums up my FOUR HOUR SHIFT.
My job is perfect on paper for my situation except for two things – the pay (or lack there of) & I’m bored shitless. The positives are it’s incredibly close to home, I can drop off / pick up school run, I’m around to look after them in school holidays, I can go to all their school / preschool things, I go to work after dinner so we all still eat together, I now get every second weekend off so we can go camping, I like the majority of people I work with (& those I don’t I can keep away from), I get to hang out more with my kids & I get time to myself too. But oh god I’m bored. Sometimes I think I’m actually delirious by midnight.
1yr & 8mths until Ash can potentially go to ‘big school’ (depending on if she’s ready). I just need to ride out the boredom for that time & I can look at studying & switching jobs. Although after following a mates blog (One Point Past) I’m pretty sure I’m screwed with the new interview techniques out there!
Uuurrrggghhhh lucky the kids are cute & worth the temporary insanity…